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This Is Not A Reflection​.​.​.

by Shower With Goats

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    Originally recorded in 2008 and 2009, these songs were shelved soon after, for not being finished. Fast forward to 2020 and Arik Victor from Creep Records & Studios completely remixed and mastered the album, and Steve Neurotic (Vocals/Guitars) added some extra touches to the songs. The 2nd full length from SWG, the way it was supposed to be!

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1.
Another wasted night spent waiting here for you Again I was let down again I was a fool Waiting by the phone hoping you’d call and say That you can’t live without me and you’re on your way But you’ve made up your mind There’s nothing I can do So i’ll try moving on and say to you So long Know you’ve touched my heart Know that I would give about anything to have you here with me To rest my head on top of you again listening to you breathe But fate had other plans that don’t involve you being here with me So all I can do is say So long
2.
Glue 02:10
I know sometimes that I’m a pain in your ass I’m always stressed and forever a mess But without you the world would fall around me You’re the only thing holding me can’t you see I know my moods have seen a million better days I know I let the smalls things get the best of me But I need you here to stay in one piece Cause without you I am frail and weak You’re my glue And I’m so glad I’m stuck to you I know sometimes I drive you just a little mad I know my pessimism makes you a little sad But you’re the only one that can crack a smile from me I’d fall to pieces if you weren't here with me You’re my glue And I’m so glad I’m stuck to you You're my glue
3.
I get up in the morning With a new outlook on life Well I know now that you are no friend of mine And i’m saying hey I’m done with you this time I’m saying hey I’m sick of you and your pathetic life An amalgamation of trickery and lies I’m saying hey I’m sick of you and your pathetic life I wash my hands of you and move on with mine I get up in the morning and I plant both feet on the ground I smile so wide cause you’re no longer around And i’m so glad that you have left this town I’m saying hey I’m sick of you and your pathetic life An amalgamation of trickery and lies
4.
Losing Sleep 02:34
I thought that I was sure without a single doubt But I guess I was lying to myself So now I must look back, and realize that I was wrong So wrong so wrong so wrong Left me with a heart that’s broken Now I must bear that pain again Thought you’d always be there for me I realize we’ve barely spoken I hope that you’re scared and you’re losing sleep Thought you’d always be there for me You knew that my heart was broken Yet I had to bear that pain again Thought you’d always be there for me I realize we’ve barely spoken I hope that you’re scared and you’re losing sleep Thought you’d always be there for me
5.
Rise Above 03:52
God save us from this hellish place I guess I had to visit hell to find heaven within’ her So take my hand my lovely one We’ll climb through all the dust and rubble until we rise above We’ll climb up to a mountain top so high that we’ll be laughing down from up in the sky As the zombies try and feed on a city with no brains Like an Anne Rice book this place will keep sucking Every last bit of my blood right out of me I know it’s time to leave this place We’ll rise above God save us from this evil place I guess I had to suffer before I found peace within her So take my hand my lovely one We’ll climb through all the dust and rubble until we rise above One by one we’ll kill these effigies that are so far from human I must believe That they have been sent here from a planet far away As we drive away and middle fingers fly We’ll breathe a sigh of hope as we cross the state line I know we’ll be gone from this place We’ll rise above
6.
Endless Days 02:36
Hey well I remember you Like a warm breeze on my face like the sand on my feet Hey well I remember you Like an everlasting kiss that weakens both my knees It was that summer of 1980-something And you lived by me We were both young at heart We had the whole world in our hands And never let a single minute slip away How I miss those endless days
7.
Reflection 02:03
Having beers with the boot boys While Junior is spinning Sticks and Stones Talkin’ shop with Derek and Newman outside the Boxcar show Hanging out with Fid and Degredation at the Daily Grind Rocking at the Derby with our friends having the time of my life What happened to those days What happened to those days Was it all a memory that you’ve all let fade away What happened to those days They’re so fresh on my mind Gimme NJPP circa 1995 Heading to Curmudgeon to get the latest local 7” Watching Pedro give a punk lesson to all the new school kids Heading to PA to hang with Colby at the Carlisle dives Playing Prodeja’s with Brett and those Resurgents guys What happened to those days What happened to those days Was it all a memory that you’ve all let fade away What happened to those days They’re so fresh on my mind Without a new Ripped Records comp. I don't think I'll survive Now listen up new bands to what I’m saying here. I’ve been in your shoes before and I have faced all of your fears It’s not about the fame, it’s not about the money no It’s about the friends you’ll make and the comradery
8.
Last night I was thinking That I would go somewhere because I Don't know just what I'm doing anymore Yeah and I don't know what I'm saying And I don't know what to do anymore 'Cause there's voices running through my head Last night I was thinking That I'd paint my face red because I Don't know just what I'm doing anymore Yeah and I don't know what I'm saying And I don't know what to do anymore 'Cause there's voices running through my head Sometimes I get the feeling that I am going completely insane.
9.
Another no life idiot in a PvP game The awful stench of your sweat is only outweighed by my rage You think your cheap meta crutches are outwitting me Your only life accomplishment is your stupid k/d I told you that you shouldn't fuck with a punk from NJ You laugh emoted and messaged back that I sucked and should leave Give me your address so we can real life PvP Then we'll see who's left in tears and who's really salty I fucking hate you
10.
Asshole 02:04
Lying asshole Lying through your teeth Now you can't believe That you're all alone I told you once my friend Thing will never change If you're gonna stay that way Asshole
11.
Pure 03:09
Can’t shake this feeling that’s been going on How can things that feel so right be wrong Well I can’t deny I’ve thought about you too and I just can’t fight it off The words we spoke run deep inside my head I try and analyze as I lay in bed But I never get a conclusion I think we both are at a loss Who is to say what is pure or not Was it the way we were bred or taught I have no regrets And I hope that you haven’t had an after-thought
12.
999 01:56
13.
80's Chicks 03:12

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Recorded Dec. 2008 - Feb. 2009 at Crescendo Sound Studios in Gainesville Florida & Sept. 2020 at Neurotic Studios in San Antonio, TX.

Produced by Addison Burns & Derron Nuhfer.

Mixed and Mastered Aug. and Sept. 2020 at Creep Studios in Philadelphia, PA. Produced by Arik Viktor & Steve Neurotic.

Additional backing vocals on "Rise Above" & "999" by Addison Burns.

Cover art: Jennifer Papp

©2020 Shower With Goats & Not For Profit Records.

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released October 6, 2020

Steve "Neurotic" Papp - Vocals & Guitars
Ed Arson - Drums & Backing Vocals
Daryl Hertzler - Bass

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Shower With Goats

Formed in 1994, disbanded in 2000, reformed in 2007. Raw, emphatic pop/punk that is all over the place. Influences range from Ramones and Descendents to Misfits, Face To Face, Rhythm Collision, Crimpshrine, Crass, and beyond.

Our latest release in 2013 was a 2 song single that benefited legal aid for arrested members of Anonymous.

Steve - Vocals/Guitars
Jony Mo - Bass
Ed - Drums/Backing Vocals
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